NightMare

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...


I hate loan-sharks!


And I hate people who borrow for loan-sharks a hundred times more.


I cannot understand their foolishness to go to that extend. I really can't. Maybe they do have their reasons for doing that, but have they ever think of the consequences before engaging themselves in a never winning battle. They will never be able to clear their debts.

I despise those, especially those who give phony address. F**K.. Do they know how much distress they caused to the innocence. Have they ever thought of these. Only the most selfish and self centered people will do this.

Poor us, If I ever found out who is the f**ker who did that, I'll personally beat him up into a pulp. 24 years into my life, 22 years living in my home, The safest place in the entire world, in the entire universe, now a target for sharks.

Sucks, I'll really kill the person if I ever found him.

Life's Jus A Dreamz, Or Nightmare U decide

New Job

New Chapter to my Life


Aiyo, Been such a wihile since I posted anything.


Busy Busy. New company, lots of new stuff to learn.


Gez.. It's so so so tiring. I only manage to walk out of the shop nighty after 11.00pm. (That's the earliest!)



^^ Went for the first offical company gallery on Gene's Bday eve. Hahha.. Fun, but I'm too tired to have fun. Poor Gene, got so damn drunk. (Courtesy of Alex) Not to forget Ben. Poor Ben, vomitted so much.


Yo.. I was so so so tired. Poor me, slept 2 hours only, then went straight to work. The very same nite, I went to to celbrated Gene's Bday at SA4. I can hardly keep my eyes open. (*_*)


Just some photos for u to see.


Batam Trip with Chris.


Hahaha...

Check out Pretty Me!

I just managed to be the biggest sotong that day. I actually tot Batam time was 1hour faster than ours. So We ended up rushing like mad to buy stuff and shop around.

In the end, we rushed to the ferry terminal, got onboard, settle down, totally relax when I heard our names bing called out in indonesia language.

OMG! I tot what happen! In the end, we were told that we are on the ferry at the wrong time! It's only 3.30pm in Batam while our tickets are for 5.30opm!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... sTUPID. sTUPID, STUPID.

Life's Jus A Dreamz, Or Nightmare U decide

The Cutest Doll

That's the new baby that my mum's babysitting.

Is'it she the sweetest thing.

She looks just like a doll. Big blue eyes, with the sweetest smile accompanied by dimples. I can't stop hugging her. ^^

Life's Jus A Dreamz, Or Nightmare U decide

Gathering

Our gathering last night. ^^


It just happens so that Zed came down to look for us and bingo. ^^


They are really one bunch of fun guys. Zed, Kenneth, Joseph, CaiXuan, Jaiying, Yiying, Chris and me.


Wow, I never been to this place before. It's a little pub opposite of HardRock Cafe. Kinda cozy, not exactly a pub. Hahah. Not that I mind.


The drinks are super cheap. Only $15 a jug for beer, and $16 a jug for housepour. And the food's fantasic! Super yummy yummy chicken wings. Marinated with spices and stuff dripped with their own made chilli sauce. Yum Yum. (Just thinking of it made me hungry)


Imagine how nice it is, the 8 of us polished away one and a half dozen of the chicken wings.



The ladies: ^^ CaiXuan's a bit sick. (that explains why she's so pale) Hahahah.. And she really got bullied by me big time. ^^


The guys.....

Once again.. Our self taken portrait. ^^

Cheers. We shall have more of such gatherings.

Life's Jus A Dreamz, Or Nightmare U decide

Hanging On

Haiz, Today is a sunday, my off day. Don't think it really made a difference anyway. Monday to Sunday, there's no difference. I still ended up alone. doing nothing, just by myself.

I just told him that I'm a little upset that he knows i'm off this Sunday and he still made so much plans. plans that doesn't include me. Plans that I only get to know last night. If he could have told me earlier. It's okie with me if he wants to do anything. Soccer or his driving. but let me know. Dun let me be the last to know. what about me? Ya. I know, I know you have no time at all the whole week. I know you are busy at work. But me? You mean I'm not. At least when I know you are occuppied, I can go get something done on my own.

I can stay at my own home to accompany me mum. Find my friends to go out with me. Rather than staying at your house with nothing to do. I'm stressing out trying to keep sane.


It just doesn't feel right. The whole thing, I dun know. It seems like he's so far away. It seems like he doesn't care about me. I dun know. If he really does, he did a good job not showing it. He hardlys touch me, we hardly go out as a date, we hardly talk.


We are always with his friends, in one big group. It feels like we are just friends. I dun know. I'm too afraid to think. If only, if only he talks to me more. If only he will hold me in his arms more. If only he will sweet talk nothings to me. If only.


I can't remember the last time he gave me approval for something I did. The last time he told me I look nice in something.


I'm a loser.


Life's Jus A Dreamz, Or Nightmare U decide